Several Thousand Years Later....

Story: "Many years have passed since the epilogue of Metamorphosis, many that can't be remembered by some but one sole person does and regrets it the most....Xeena, The Former Warrior turned Praetorian then Queen, Now lives in dispair and misery after the death of her most beloved and cherished one. Lee, at the age of 78 in his sleep...After his death, Xeena and her children knew what he wanted them to do in his will and they got aboard the Liverpool and went back to Zarria, to live with the Smart Xen in the Large underground hive known now as "The City of Eden" Xeena maintained her role as the mourning wife every single day as her children got the chance to settle down at last, had their own mates and their own kids like they've always wanted....Hell, little baby Xeeta went on to become the Queen Mother of the entire hive after Eden passed away due to medical problems... (Thanks to Wey-Yu, It finally caught up with her years later.)

Lee's Death was single handedly the worst day of her entire life. While it was true she was always prepared for one of her children to die someday but it was in her instincts to be a leader to accept the losses and honor them by continuing to live, But Lee's was too devastating to her. She wanted to live with him forever as they ruled over a large hive as King and Queen but she forgot over the years that humans were incredibly faulty and he had a very limited life span unlike her species so when it finally happened she didn't know what to do and felt so useless in the moment and blamed herself for his death and not saving him, She finally accepted his time had finally came to an end five years after his death and it wasn't her fault but mother nature's but she still felt a large chunk of her heart was lost and all that remained was nothing but broken pieces and an empty shell of what was probably the most strongest and healthiest part in her body.

Her Soul Mate was gone, She would never see, hear, touch, kiss, love, or feel him ever again....She was alone all over again......

Ever since that fateful day Xeena has been in a constant state of depression, Even when she was happy that her daughter was promoted to being Queen of the entire hive she was sad. She never wanted to accept Lee passing away to be true and hoped that everything was only some terrible nightmare that she was experiencing and all she wanted was to wake up from her sleep and cuddle up to her Lee for comfort, but it was an undeniable truth that he was gone when she would wake up and see that she was all alone with no one there to comfort her....This continued on for years.

This did not go un-noticed though, Some of her children and grand kids worried badly about her and what she was doing to herself, They cared about her and didn't want to see her be sad all the time. They tried to find ways to make her happier but it was no use no matter how many times they tried it would always fail. 

Xeena vowed to Her Lee when they were younger that she would never love another being if Lee passed away one day and she made sure she would own up her vow when the hive offered her several of it's males to become her brand new mate in order to cheer her up somehow, she would be extremely pissed off when they would try to force this upon her and she would start lashing out at everyone, forcing them to leave her chamber while yelling for all to hear "Sorry! but i'm already taken! I don't want this or anyone else, i only want Lee as my mate but now he's gone, get the hell out of my room and leave me alone!" They tried to get her out of her chamber more often and keep her out of it for an entire day so they would be able to make her feel better by being around family but she would always find her way back to it in a few minutes, She would rather spend time laying down on the ground while reflecting on old memories while clinging tightly to stuff Lee had once owned in a small pile next to her...

A couple of her grand kids would come up to her every once in a while to ask about their grandpa, Since Xeena seemed to mention him a few times in converstations when she wasn't in her own personal chamber. They all decided they would just gather together to listen to Xeena talk about her past...She just talked about everything she knew, Her own past and his too, told Lee's war stories he fought in as if she were right there by Lee's side during the Colony Outbreak, talked about how they once hated each other at first then fell in love later on in the journey, mentioned Justin and Karen (who are now living a normal life on a colony somewhere) And she finally talked about having children with him and living on a nice planet in a large house before they had moved back to Zarria....Her grand children liked the stories she would tell and they would either come back to re hear them from her, told them to their own children when they got older or asked their mothers about the man named Lee to see what they thought of him, But their Mothers (Lee's children) didn't want to talk about the subject for too long since they too missed their father and bringing him up left them feeling pain and sadness like their Mother was going through.

Xeena could never love another person in her life because Lee was the only person who loved her. Nobody loved Xeena, Sure her Mother Eden did but she was supposed to love her children like any mother should. No one loved her for who she was or loved her in a romantic way like Lee did, he was the first one to show her the love she's always wanted from another and in return she gave him triple the amount and fell madly in love with him, He accepted her for who she was and trusted her with his life, heart, body, mind, memories and soul. No matter what anybody says Xeena loved him more then anything in the galaxy and when he died her world just ended....It all felt pointless to her, she lost the most important thing in her entire life and deeply wished she could just hold him for one last minute or two and tell him how she felt about him and wanted to be reunited with him real soon..... 

Now she waits for the sweet release of death to come her way so she can rejoin her Soul mate, she could care less where he was or how he got there but all she wanted was to be in his loving embrace once again and feel his loving touch against her skin, Feel his lips on her own and hear those four beloved words be spoken in his voice...

I Love You Xeena....."

This had to be done, it feels like pulling off a band aid or pouring Hydrogen Peroxide over a deep cut but it had to be done sooner or later...Had to happen....

So, this is pretty much something that is more then likely canon, I say because it's true. Xeno's live long periods of time and who knows with a man like Lee, He may die in a couple days and we wouldn't know or prepare for it. Xeena wasn't and isn't for as long as she lived....

Xeena Loves Lee and when it happened it really destroyed her, She won't move on or stop thinking about him because he was a huge positive part in her life and it seems there isn't anything like that in the future.

I do feel sorry for her and while I understand that the hive wants to make Xeena feel better and do the best they could to do it but trying to find her a new mate isn't so helpful, Lee and Xeena bonded in a way that made them believe they are Soul Mates, They shown each other their lives through mind melding and they felt sad and accepted the other no matter what happened in their life because they could relate with each other, So Xeena or Lee aren't going to exactly live a normal life if one of them dies or move on because they have a deep connection that makes them only want their Soul Mate and them only....

All I'm glad about is I finally got this off my mind and now, I just wanna go back to making present day stuff then think about the future. Because the future is just sad to think about....Present day is a lot better because you don't need to worry that much and just enjoy all the time you have with your significant other as much as you can while you still have time..

(Wanna make it even worst? Go back to most of the deviations I've done on Lee and Xeena or Lee's Stories and think "Xeena is telling me one of her old memories" because I feel that way when I mentioned her talking about her past to her grand kids, trust me it's just more depressing then reading this deviation because thinking that everything that comes out from this account is just Xeena telling a few people a little story about what happened in the past is really sad to think about...)

I'll go back to making cute adorable stuff after this so don't worry, it's taking me awhile to work on though so I thought I would upload this while I work on them.